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~ a conversation between me & me? ~
Yes i'm considering changes in the way this blog is presented... i'm getting lazy at writing my daily happenings and besides i think it's getting rather boring anyway... so i'm thinking of revamping this blog soon into..... another blog XD!!! Well not exactly a blog but rather a collection of some of my thoughts in a form of conversation between me and the other me...
The other me?? well you'll soon find out. Kitty you prolly know what i'm talking about ^^;; but anyways yeh.. i'll try to include some of my illustrations as well but we'll see since my *cough* manga *cough* is going no where... so yesh expect this all to happen by late next week, since i have to tackle both of my test this week i prolly won't get a chance to touch my photoshop until the upcomming week end. So good luck for me in the exams, i hope i can do well....
Now........... i have to go to the toilet..... O.o
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lies + truth [43]
~ long time no blog ~
Wai i'm finally back blogging again... ^^;; so much have happened in the course of the month that i've been missing XD. My parents came to visit for 3 weeks and they just went back to Indo yesterday... can't tell you how relieved i am to have my freedom back hahaha...
i just managed to see "Spirited Away" and the animatrix yesterday on DVD. i'm still in awe after watching Miyazaki's latest masterpiece,,, what can i say, i love it ^^ it's so magical and creative... i know a lot of people prolly already seen it before but yeh what can i say i'm slow. Chihiro is such a gem and Haku.... the first time i saw Haku i immediately thought "Touya Akira!!!" XD hahaha he looks so much like Touya-kun i wonder if anyone else thinks so...
As for animatrix.... i dunno it's pretty cool i guess... Osiris is mad.. the CG is just awesome, especially the part when they show Jue's nice ass hahahha.... but i find some parts a bit deformed O.o and the other stories... my favourites are the Kid's story and the Second Rennaisance. Still Animatrix is no match for Spirited Away.
And a belated Happy Birthday to Alpha :D who i think just turned 31... well i say he doesn't look his age. Can't believe that friggin genius... he marked our assignments on the same day that we gave it to him and it's on his b-day as well. I feel bad he had to come to uni and wait for us to finish our assignments.... but anyways it's done :D and i'm not going to show u my game either cos it's soo crap >_< and i lost 8 marks cos i didn't attend 2 damn classes!! geez.....
oh well yay only two more exams to go that is Japanese and information systems... anyways i think i'll rant someother day i hope everyone ish well ja ne^^ and yeh wanna make a new layout grrr.... :P
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lies + truth [42]
~ ja dewa mata raishuu ~
just a quick entry.. i will be gone for about a week or two. I need to sort out my priorities (or catch up with assignments and life rather) not that anyone will notice that i'll be gone anyway. Somehow lately i've been so preoccupied with this blog and checking out other blogs and this is not why i started a blog in the first place.
I just wanted to have a place where i can put down what i feel and what happens in my boring day to day life so i can look back and it and recall some of the emotions that i felt before. But somehow now i've been trying to get my blog to be " liked " by other people and to get recognition in the blogging community. Instead of being my personal sanctuary this place have become a growing destructive obsession that is feeding my personality disorder.
Well like the title of this version of L&T 'i don't friggin care' anymore. I just want to get back on track with life on the surface and tone down before my obsession got the better of me. As funny as it sounds i was addicted to an anime forum before. Yesh i was a forum addict and that nearly took over because i was so obsessed with contacting my online friends and getting on to the forum that i nearly exclude my real life friends or venture out of the house. ( i feel like i should be standing up and saying "Hi my name is Kii and i am a forumholic" XD)
So yesh as you can see i am one crazy bastard and i need a cooling of period so i'll leave this blog and hopefully i will return in a week or two. Oh and i had a weird dream yesterday night and it involves more than one of my tutors.................... O.o indeed.
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~ under x-treme pressure ~
This will be one of the most busiest week of my life... i think i'm gonna go 'POP' by the end of this week ay. First of all, Kitty if you're reading this again i'm sorry today to make you walk all the to the arch faculty for nothing ^^;; GOMENASAI >_< but i had a rough time waiting for the bus and train. I had to wait for an hour for my transport and i arrived at around 1.20 pm today.
Public transport SUCKS and it's times like these that i wish i got my license. Good thing Will actually signed my name on the roll and got me the paper for my Japanese grammar class. Even though i missed my morning script class and the test also >_< it's only 2% but hnn.... i still feel bad.
Alpha scared the s*** out of me.... well according to him the way i'm going right now with my assignment i won't be able to finish it by the deadline. Well i'm so gonna try and prove him wrong! We'll see...
Thankyou to Kelly and Andri for their very nice comments ^^ and thank you to Ying for the link and the comment it'sall very much appreciated. I'm still so jelous of Ying's layout :P
Now i need to take a deep breath *breathes in* and live through this week...
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~ too late for regrets ~
DANG! i should've started my INFO assignment earlier... i'm really... really... regretting it now, well this is the perks of being a procrastinator *faints*
oh i just want to point out belinda's very very nice blog and website ^^ I'm so jelous of these people who seem to know a lot about HTML coding. I myself am a cheat i use dreamweaver to do most of my coding and i'm comfortable that way but still.. i would like to know more about internet scripting, maybe i'll take a course on it next year. Then again maybe not since i prefer to learn flash if i can
i feel that the degree i'm in is pretty useless and i'm not the only one that feels this way but i don't want to back out now. Back to internet scripting i just wanna say i have a grudge with people who wrote hide their code sources and replaces it with something like "How dare you try to steal my codes! be gone!!" -.- gee... honestly how rude and unecessary! Why can't they just put something like "This page is coded by XXX thanks for stopping by" or something funny like "Oh my gosh!! my source page is blank *gasp* quick somebody call the internet police! O.o" isn't that much nicer... i can go on but i think i'll refrain
I'm a bit worried about my health i think i might have some heart problems and there's this strange little lump i can feel on the side of my neck... O.o hnnn.... curious indeed.
*ding ding* oh weee.. my new win media player skin ish so cool. It's the official T3 skin, it's so cool i wuv it and it make these nice sounds too hahaha... oh well i guess i btter go back and hit the books.. so to speak have a good day everyone i hope tomorrow will be sunny. How i miss thee, Sun.
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lies + truth [39]
~ yokatta desu ne ~
Wahahaha the new layout is up *victory sign* i need to get this over and done with or else i will never never concentrate on what i should really be doing *cough* assignments *cough* oh well i'll do them later ^^;;
The Japanese speaking test today was actually very fun. Will beat be by 0.5 >_< damn i didn't realise i said i few words wrong but that's okay i'm just glad this is over and done with. Our conversation was so funny Will said that he dreamt about being inside an big fish and he was eating a small fish hahaha... our sensei was sort of amused as well.
As i walk back to the architecture department i saw Alpha one of my lecturers walk out and he said "hi" but not in a very nice fashion. Well he looks terrible today i think he might have a very bad cold or something like that awww...
Found a site with some very amusing articles today check it out. I just realised my brother is getting thinner these days which is good i suppose but then if he becomes really thin then i can't tease him about his man boobies anymore... *smirk* i'm not a very nice sister i know but i think i'm pretty good.
aaah damn you josh!! so jelous of those people who got to see the matrix premiere >_< i don't think i'll be able to see the movie in this week *sigh* I think i'll ramble on about this some other day. Now i really need to study. benkyo o shimasu!
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+ profile +
:: name :: O.T.A
:: nicks :: V -- Via -- Kii -- blue_carlisis
:: age :: 19
:: star sign :: Virgo
:: nationality :: Indonesian
:: ethnicity :: Chinese
:: location :: Sydney Australia
:: occupation :: Design Student
:: current mood ::
+ contact +
::
email :: dark_kamui@hotmail.com
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MSN :: dark_kamui@hotmail.com
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ICQ :: 86255937
+ description +

Kii is your average "loser" she doesn't like to admit that she is geeky even though she most probably is. Like most females she is currently obsessed with body image and other forms of media fabrication.
She is usually called via (fee-ah) by family members but she likes to use the nickname "Kii" on the net and the name blue-c or blue carlisis on items that she produced.
She is not very girlish though she is also not very tomboyish either but she is definitely very very childish. She is not very good at expressing herself verbally and so she usually don't have that many close friends. But she cherishes her friendships and those who are close to her.
She prefers mangas than animes but nevertheless she finds the Japanese culture very "exciting". She can be perverted and crazy at times. On the other hand she can be very nice, timid and shy. She can also be very manipulative and secretive but most of the times she prefers being a nerd rather than being a bitch.
She likes to think that she is quite intelligent and a good all rounder. She may have a very strange sense of humour and can also be very sarcastic. For some reason she also seems to be attracting many strange, sick, perverted people which have left her being paranoid.
Her ultimate dream is to become a successful designer who is recognised all over the world and to lead a happy long life with her loved ones.
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+ current infatuations +
++ red rock deli chips - honey and soy sauce
++ bb's iced chocolate
++ Alichino
++ Love Mode
++ "Bring Me to Life" --- Evanescence
++ "Rock Your Body" --- Justin
Timberlake
+ loves +
++ japan including anime
& manga
++ tragic love stories with equally tragic characthers
++ humor and things that makes me laugh
++ shounen ai, yaoi, boys love
++ cute fluffy animals i.e. dogs, tigers, pandas
++ video games, plush toys,
watching tv, music
++ snacking - cookies, dark chocolate
++ people who are not prejudice
++ drawing, designing,
creative and revolutionary thinking
+ hates +
++ me and procrastinating ways
++ show offs who don't deserve to show off
++ people who act 'cool' when they're not
++ sick perverts who come after me.
++ the sexist and the racist
++ housework - cooking, cleaning toilets
++ exessive sleep deprivation
++ spiders, insects expecially cockroaches or any other disgusting slimy animals
+ envies +
++ the beautiful
++ the daring and impulsive
++ the creative
++ the Individual
+ favourites +
:: food :: egg, rice, tuna pasta,
asparagus soup
:: drink :: milk, tea, bubble
teas, young coconut water, rootbeer
:: color :: black, white and red in combination
:: music :: any good music me likes
:: musician :: Utada
Hikaru, L'arc~en~Ciel.
:: song :: Promised Land, Shout at the Devil, Snow Drop,
First Love, Hikari//Simple and Clean
:: manga :: Hikaru
no Go, Clover
:: anime :: Fruits Basket, Evangelion, Laputa
:: art :: CLAMP,
Yukiru Sugisaki, Obata Takeshi, Takehiko Inoue, Kaori Yuki, Yoshitaka
Amano
:: boy :: Kamui, Fuuma, Lan, Momiji, Hatori, Sai, Cloud in
Kingdom Hearts
:: girl :: Chii, Honda Tohru, Sakura, Sumomo, Suu
:: couples :: nearly all the CLAMP couples
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lies and truth ver.04 features the recycled silluete of Kazahaya and Rikuou from Gouhou Drug. This time i used my favourite color scheme i.e red, black and white.
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These are two other wallpapers that i've made several months ago that i never got the chance to feature since i decided not to upload one of my site. My first gouhou drug wallpapers.
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1024x768
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+ you were saying +
This will be a collection of quotes that have been said to me by none other than my very wierd Kitty *meow* from now on once she said more "touchy" words towards me i will put it right here so i can keep tabs on her ^^;;
++ if I'm a guy, i'll chase you to the end of the earth
++ i'll walk on water if you want me to
++ i love you soooo much, i'll willing to bring down the stars for you
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